Ah, you loved me as a loser But now you're worried that I just might win
“Well it’s time to think about where I’ll be ten years from now. I wonder if the media knows I call myself washed up, not watered down.”
I am a 24 year old irish jerk who proclaims absolute supremacy of the human race (yeah I think pretty highly of myself) without the characteristics of fascism and hatred based on race, sex, religion or orientation.
History
I was a child of neglect and adoption after orphanhood which gives me a unique perspective some would wrongly categorize as negative or pessimistic. I am actually quite a positive person and have a way of turning bad things decent.
Friendships
My goals and life lessons can best describe who I am. I believe that nothing you can do to better your life can be as good as the benefit of a healthy friendship of others especially those you don’t see eye to eye with. My friends who are nothing like me matter as much as some jerk who is just like me.
Goals and Other Mindsets
I am dead set on winning which is a new idea for me. I used to want to save the world I used to want to eliminate that which oppresses at a very early age I carried the title of Anarchist, years and years later without the restriction of lifestylism and activism I still adhere to this belief. I wont discuss this concept but for others to understand I am against ALL that subjugates people and forces them to adhere to anything.my reemergence to my new foundation is a series of events that shaped who I have become. I believe as I always have that life serves the risk taker. I believe my life and the fulfillment in it is not to become a robot for social and political change as I once believed. I am not going to lie I like being comfortable I like being free to do as I wish I like NOT risking my neck for the sake of what I would like to see happen. I am teetering on the edge of being the someone I always thought I wouldn’t be as I have a new paradigm shift in thinking. I used to be very much of a bleeding heart youngster but as I live in the bastion of such an ideal. Some of the more enlightened of us would call this a sort of growing up. A shift in which idealism is lost and reality kicks in. This is not the case its strictly personal. I think I would like to in the near future have a family I would like to work 2 jobs I would like to be financially free I want to achieve the “American” dream the sort of idea where meritocracy trumps everything else.I have a lot of other stuff I want to say and eventually turn this into a full blown autobiography.
3-29-08
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